on the whole, I am beyond blessed and am more protected from evils than I know I can even fathom. so much of the reason I feel surrounded and loved is down to my friends and family who so genuinely and unconditionally love me.
my word, I am blessed.
and thankful.
the last couple of weeks, I have felt like my sense of equilibrium has been just ever so slightly off.
like I get up on the balance beam as I have so many times before, begin to walk, and then I slip and have to jump off, trying to avoid serious injury. I hop back up, and again, I only make it a few steps before I find myself wobbling again.
prevention and planning dwell side-by-side within me. schooling and life experience has fanned these inner flames that have always been a part of my personality. I suppose it makes sense that I would pursue environments where these skills/tendencies could be honed.
yes, I am highly aware that life is chaotic and uncontrollable.
I have lived a few decades and in a few drastically different locales with over a dozen roommates.
change happens, and we cannot escape it.
life is full of twists and turns.
the reality of life unpredictable does not negate the feelings of being "off" or "out of sorts", however.
it is what it is.
eso si que es.
God is constant and good, all the time.
when the road is less smooth,
feelings, for me, need to take a back seat.
a choice.
I always have a choice to believe.
october is here.
my favourite.
hope the leaves are changing where you are.
this past weekend found me with a view of lake saranac.
glory.
majesty.
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